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disappointed_lesbianI ask a straight-forward question. Someone assumes something I neither said nor implied and responds with a long tangent about shit I never asked about. The bonus is when I point out the assumption or ask for a straight-forward answer and they get confused or defensive about their own assumption.
Over and over again this happens. It's become pointless to talk to anyone. It's as if we're not even talking to one another. I'm talking to them but they are just talking about whatever pops into their minds regardless of what I'm saying. I say "go," it reminds them of pogo sticks, and they're off talking about pogo sticks. Absolute morons. How does anyone communicate with anyone else ever? Maybe they don't. I've sometimes observed people just making talking noises at one another instead of really engaging in what their conversation partners are actually saying. Maybe this makes up a significant portion of their "communication."
Men have thick skin. Literally. Or that's what they look like, at least. I wonder what anything even feels like to them with skin so thick. There is probably some research about differences in tactile sensitivity between the sexes.
It's weird, ugly, and repulsive. Sometimes I see one with notably thick skin in a video online and think, "oh I can't do this." How could I let one of these creatures touch me? I just need to find one that doesn't look like a lizard I guess.
I feel like neither sex is all that great and I'd be happiest with an intersexed partner. Especially one of the ones with an enlarged clit. Once I was listening to some sort of radio program that had an intersexed woman on it. She said she had a two-inch long clit that she'd used for intercourse. It sounded like a dream come true: flesh-on-flesh intercourse with zero risk of pregnancy. She had given birth so she definitely did not have a functioning male reproductive system.
I wonder how much of womyn's behavior is socialization vs. individual nature (not that they are entirely separate). Recently it occurred to me that I have hardly ever had the opportunity to discuss anything STEM-related in womyn's spaces or with individual womyn (partially my fault I guess for never broaching the subject but the time was never right) and that I felt slightly deprived on that score. I go to the separate Linux or math/science forums that are full of guys.
Recently it also occurred to me that if I date men I significantly increase my chances of dating someone who is really interested in STEM. Strangely exciting, the thought of possibly dating an engineer. Not because of the prestige or the income, but because of the access to the kind of mind that is seriously interested in engineering. Someone who might actually spontaneously bring up calculus or something. Now that sounds like a dream come true.
Sort of off-topic: The first womon I dated brought up calculus. She knew that I was a Physics major and she asked me how to solve a certain kind of problem she was having. But she was taking calculus for like life sciences or something (life sciences suck because living things are messy and die too easily), the dumbed-down, more practical version of calculus. (I guess you could say the physics and engineering majors were taking a dumbed-down, more practical version of the math majors' proof—based calculus.) Neither I nor her engineering major roommate could help her, apparently, because we had learned to solve that sort of problem by a method that she apparently wasn't being taught. But it was such a fundamental method that I cannot even imagine what she was expected to do.
Actually, I'm not even into engineering much myself. I find the theoretical sciences much more compelling. I've always wanted to know why or how much more than I cared to put the knowledge to practical use. Practical stuff gets on my nerves sometimes because I feel like there's always some situation in which one has to do something without knowing why or use a tool without knowing how it works, which opens up the possibility of mis-using it.
I guess I'm done rambling.
Today was the first application of my new, milder facial peel. It didn't even burn until the third layer. My face was surprising soft during. The burning or lack thereoff can be deceiving; the glycolic acid I ended up peeling slices of my cheeks off with also didn't burn much.
Over and over again this happens. It's become pointless to talk to anyone. It's as if we're not even talking to one another. I'm talking to them but they are just talking about whatever pops into their minds regardless of what I'm saying. I say "go," it reminds them of pogo sticks, and they're off talking about pogo sticks. Absolute morons. How does anyone communicate with anyone else ever? Maybe they don't. I've sometimes observed people just making talking noises at one another instead of really engaging in what their conversation partners are actually saying. Maybe this makes up a significant portion of their "communication."
Men have thick skin. Literally. Or that's what they look like, at least. I wonder what anything even feels like to them with skin so thick. There is probably some research about differences in tactile sensitivity between the sexes.
It's weird, ugly, and repulsive. Sometimes I see one with notably thick skin in a video online and think, "oh I can't do this." How could I let one of these creatures touch me? I just need to find one that doesn't look like a lizard I guess.
I feel like neither sex is all that great and I'd be happiest with an intersexed partner. Especially one of the ones with an enlarged clit. Once I was listening to some sort of radio program that had an intersexed woman on it. She said she had a two-inch long clit that she'd used for intercourse. It sounded like a dream come true: flesh-on-flesh intercourse with zero risk of pregnancy. She had given birth so she definitely did not have a functioning male reproductive system.
I wonder how much of womyn's behavior is socialization vs. individual nature (not that they are entirely separate). Recently it occurred to me that I have hardly ever had the opportunity to discuss anything STEM-related in womyn's spaces or with individual womyn (partially my fault I guess for never broaching the subject but the time was never right) and that I felt slightly deprived on that score. I go to the separate Linux or math/science forums that are full of guys.
Recently it also occurred to me that if I date men I significantly increase my chances of dating someone who is really interested in STEM. Strangely exciting, the thought of possibly dating an engineer. Not because of the prestige or the income, but because of the access to the kind of mind that is seriously interested in engineering. Someone who might actually spontaneously bring up calculus or something. Now that sounds like a dream come true.
Sort of off-topic: The first womon I dated brought up calculus. She knew that I was a Physics major and she asked me how to solve a certain kind of problem she was having. But she was taking calculus for like life sciences or something (life sciences suck because living things are messy and die too easily), the dumbed-down, more practical version of calculus. (I guess you could say the physics and engineering majors were taking a dumbed-down, more practical version of the math majors' proof—based calculus.) Neither I nor her engineering major roommate could help her, apparently, because we had learned to solve that sort of problem by a method that she apparently wasn't being taught. But it was such a fundamental method that I cannot even imagine what she was expected to do.
Actually, I'm not even into engineering much myself. I find the theoretical sciences much more compelling. I've always wanted to know why or how much more than I cared to put the knowledge to practical use. Practical stuff gets on my nerves sometimes because I feel like there's always some situation in which one has to do something without knowing why or use a tool without knowing how it works, which opens up the possibility of mis-using it.
I guess I'm done rambling.
Today was the first application of my new, milder facial peel. It didn't even burn until the third layer. My face was surprising soft during. The burning or lack thereoff can be deceiving; the glycolic acid I ended up peeling slices of my cheeks off with also didn't burn much.
