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disappointed_lesbianI hope it's because I let that part of my face get too dry. That's easy to fix. I'm worried that's it's because the ingredients in my brightening soap sensitize my skin to sunlight. My face actually isn't much brighter, so maybe I should stop using this soap. It's quite drying.
I need to stay out of the sun for the sake of my skin, but staying indoors is depressing. I'm not even out in the sun for very long each day, plus I wear a hat and sunscreen, but I'm worried that I'm still damaging my face.
I need another Korean textbook or something. The one I'm using does not contain enough examples. The bootleg PDF textbook I own doesn't give the verbs in their conjugated form, so I don't have a way to look them up (yet).
I'm planning to branch out to another dating site. After I get my next check, with which I'll buy some more brightening cream for my face; and after this cream had had some time to work and after I read the site's epic Privacy Policy (which I may ultimately reject), then I will join. Or maybe I'll join before then just to look around.
At least my weight loss is going well.
I have a scattering of grey in my hair. It looks nice. In the past when I got gray hairs, they eventually went away. They were caused by stress, I guess. But the ones I have now have been coming back for a while, so I guess this is it. I feel something like depression at the prospect of getting old with such a shitty life behind me. But the feeling is more distant and numbed than depression. It's kind of the way I felt when I found out that my younger brother had committed suicide. Almost like I'm reviewing someone else's life.
Now is that awkward time between seasons, the time when I can go to bed feeling too warm and then wake up in the middle of the night feeling too cold.
I have what looks like another burn on my arm and I don't know where I got it. Maybe it's just a bruise, since it looks like an old burn and never looked like a new burn (as far as I remember). But I don't bruise easily and I don't remember getting hurt in any way that would lead to a bruise.
Last night was the fourth night in a row with no sleep, so this evening I'm trying having my new chewable melatonin an hour before bedtime rather than fifteen or twenty minutes before bedtime.
I need to stay out of the sun for the sake of my skin, but staying indoors is depressing. I'm not even out in the sun for very long each day, plus I wear a hat and sunscreen, but I'm worried that I'm still damaging my face.
I need another Korean textbook or something. The one I'm using does not contain enough examples. The bootleg PDF textbook I own doesn't give the verbs in their conjugated form, so I don't have a way to look them up (yet).
I'm planning to branch out to another dating site. After I get my next check, with which I'll buy some more brightening cream for my face; and after this cream had had some time to work and after I read the site's epic Privacy Policy (which I may ultimately reject), then I will join. Or maybe I'll join before then just to look around.
At least my weight loss is going well.
I have a scattering of grey in my hair. It looks nice. In the past when I got gray hairs, they eventually went away. They were caused by stress, I guess. But the ones I have now have been coming back for a while, so I guess this is it. I feel something like depression at the prospect of getting old with such a shitty life behind me. But the feeling is more distant and numbed than depression. It's kind of the way I felt when I found out that my younger brother had committed suicide. Almost like I'm reviewing someone else's life.
Now is that awkward time between seasons, the time when I can go to bed feeling too warm and then wake up in the middle of the night feeling too cold.
I have what looks like another burn on my arm and I don't know where I got it. Maybe it's just a bruise, since it looks like an old burn and never looked like a new burn (as far as I remember). But I don't bruise easily and I don't remember getting hurt in any way that would lead to a bruise.
Last night was the fourth night in a row with no sleep, so this evening I'm trying having my new chewable melatonin an hour before bedtime rather than fifteen or twenty minutes before bedtime.
