Bullshit Discourse

I am so tired, I can barely summon the words to describe how annoyed and tired I am of bullshit discourse, of rhetoric, of intellectual dishonesty.

I'm tired of "queers" speaking for gay men and lesbians and pretending that trans issues are our issues.

I'm tired of sjw anti-racists stating that "POC" can't be racists as if it's a fact rather than a theoretical consequence of their adoption of a specific academic definition of racism.

Maybe I need another search engine. Why do I never come across the honest and intellectually rigorous counterarguments to this crap? Why is SJW shit always in my search results?

There's so rarely any middle ground coming up in search. Either it's some bullshit about only white people being racist or it's some bullshit about white privilege not being real.

I've begun thinking about how and where to find a penpal, how and where to get the intellectual stimulation I've been missing. And I'm wondering how difficult it would be to find someone in between these two bullshit extremes.

I'm taking my melatonin twenty minutes early this evening, and trying to go to bed twenty minutes early. Every other time I've tried this, I've ended up awake literally all night. So this is a gamble. A gamble to get more sleep by going to bed earlier.